Entry 04!

In the vast canvas of existence, each day unfurls new lessons, weaving a tapestry of learning from the inception to the culmination of our journey. As sentient beings on this Earth, we navigate life in our unique ways, constantly evolving and upgrading our understanding of the world.

Human existence is a dynamic process, akin to the fluidity of water—adapting to the contours of situations, molding ourselves to the circumstances we encounter. Yet, there are moments when the flow deviates, demanding us to seize control. Life, as I have come to realize, is a delicate balance of surrender and authority, an intricate dance of adapting and steering our own course.

From the structured realms of schools, colleges, and universities to the unconventional classrooms of personal encounters, unknown beings, and the silent teachings of the departed, I've imbibed wisdom from diverse sources. Sage to lover, each interaction has left an indelible mark on my journey.

As a perpetual student, I've gleaned insights not only from conventional academic paths but also from personal mentors, challenging situations, family, and friends. In the pursuit of knowledge, I've become my own teacher, realizing early on that some situations are so uniquely personal that sharing them may not yield understanding. Thus, I've embraced the role of both student and teacher in my own life.

A recent conversation with my college teacher brought forth a renewed appreciation for the learning process. His willingness to listen and guide demonstrated the power of seeking knowledge beyond textbooks, emphasizing the importance of self-directed learning.

Reflecting on my educational odyssey, I've unearthed a profound realization—the purpose of learning extends beyond academic accolades. Every lesson, every challenge, has been a stepping stone toward self-improvement. The ultimate goal is to become the finest adapter to circumstances and strive to excel in the classroom of life.

In the absence of a conventional mentor or confidant, I've navigated the seas of self-discovery, defining myself with each challenge and triumph. Gratitude is often extended to external entities, but today, I take a moment to thank myself—for being the unwavering guide, the silent supporter, whenever the need arose.

So, as I pen down these reflections, I express my gratitude to the one constant in my journey—myself. In the symphony of life, let's not forget to acknowledge our own role, our resilience, and our capacity to learn and adapt. Before signing off for the day, echoing the timeless words of The Beatles, "Don't Let Me Down." Life's journey may be unpredictable, but with self-appreciation and a resilient spirit, we march on. Peace ✌🏻

Entry 03!

As an Indian, the concept of rebirth or reincarnation has been ingrained in my consciousness since childhood. Initially, it seemed like an abstract idea, a cosmic second chance that offered solace in the face of life's uncertainties. However, it took nearly two decades for me to truly comprehend the profound significance of this belief.

The realization dawned on me during a tumultuous period in the year 2019, when I found myself plunged into a profound state of depression. I had confined myself within a metaphorical box of despair, navigating a seemingly endless cycle of hopelessness and monotony. Every path I explored led to a dead end, leaving me trapped in a relentless rhythm where each day felt indistinguishable from the last.

Frustration became my constant companion, and in the depths of my despair, I contemplated my own demise, meticulously planning to erase every trace of my existence. Little did I know that the unforeseen arrival of the COVID-19 pandemic would become a catalyst for change, an unexpected opportunity for a personal renaissance.

But there was that point when I just couldn’t handle my inner demon anymore and simply made a plan to quit. While following through with my plan to step away from everything, I almost wiped out all my achievements. I deleted my YouTube channel, cleared out every social media account, got rid of stuff on my computer, and even burned my journals. I distanced myself from friends without talking to them about what I was going through. Even though I didn't share my struggles, I kept thinking that leaving would be the best thing for everyone.

The day I put my plan into action, I suddenly found myself surrounded by an impenetrable darkness, as if I had lost my sight and could only rely on my senses. In that void, a single white point began to emerge like a guiding light. Driven by a deep desire for change, I focused on the sensations in my body and followed that light through a multi-dimensional passage. I ran with urgency, letting go of everything in my pursuit. And then, when I finally touched that elusive light, everything just...

Upon regaining my senses, I found myself surrounded by the beauty of nature – trees swaying, birds singing, and my dog affectionately licking my cheek. The air was filled with the scent of night-blooming jasmine, and as I looked up, I witnessed the sky setting on another morning. It was in that very moment that I smiled genuinely for the first time.

Reflecting on that experience, I came to believe that I had died that day, and somehow, I returned to life. The journey through darkness had transformed into a rebirth, and with it, I gained an understanding and knowledge from my past life. The hope and force of life that emerged from that profound moment now drive me to unfold every moment with a sense of mystery, one step at a time.

I share this story not only as a personal testament but as an acknowledgment that many others may have faced similar struggles. To those who have felt the weight of darkness and emerged on the other side, I appreciate you. Life is a journey filled with twists and turns, and as we navigate its complexities, let us live and embrace the unfolding mystery. After all, we are all headed towards the same end point, aren't we? Peace ✌🏻

Entry 02!

Living abroad, detached from family ties, I find myself akin to a free-spirited bird, yet in the recesses of my mind, a Shakespearean convergence of all novels takes place. It's a Mahabharata-like war zone, a battle against the pervasive feeling of homesickness. To evade this internal conflict, I rely on the soothing power of music—others find solace in drama, games, and various pursuits. At day's end, I feel like an empty glass yearning for wine, yet the universe remains devoid of such comfort.

As homesickness tightens its grip, the challenge intensifies. To overcome it, one must invest their best efforts, embracing a constant busyness that, ironically, brings isolation in moments of idleness. Authentic connections with others become rare; the real quest is to befriend oneself. How? It's a personal journey, a process of self-discovery where you learn to be your own confidant.

Always be with yourself; heed the intuition that whispers, "Hey, you're neglecting me." It's a pivotal moment to reconnect with the self, even if it means losing other acquaintances who might not be the companions you seek. It’s been nearly two years, I've embraced self-friendship, and my closest ally is the amalgamation of my thoughts and the eloquence found in the lyrics of beautiful songs.

In this symphony of solitude, I've learned to appreciate the harmonies of my own company, finding resonance in the words of songwriters who seem to have lived my life. They understand me in ways no one else can. As I delve deeper into the realms of self-discovery, I realize that being your own best friend is not just a choice; it's a liberating journey toward understanding and embracing the unique melody of your existence. To conclude your blog post about the journey of self-discovery and overcoming homesickness - “There’s no need to complicate, our time is short, This is our fate, I’m yours…” by Jason Marz. Its comforting lyrics and soulful melody encapsulate the theme of finding strength within oneself and the support we can offer to others during challenging times. Peace ✌🏻

Entry 01!

At last I’m here! From the literary landscapes of English literature to the data-driven horizons of Data Science, my journey led me through the corridors of my father's business and onto the vibrant streets of Tokyo. Now, as I navigate the bustling streets of Tokyo and immerse myself in the intricate world of DX Business, I realize that every moment is not just a chapter but a brushstroke, painting the canvas of my unique narrative. Each encounter, each lesson learned, adds depth to the vibrant tapestry of my life, creating a story that is uniquely mine yet intricately woven with the threads of diverse experiences.

Life, in its myriad hues, is an ever-unfolding tapestry of experiences. From the tranquil landscapes of my early years in Kolkata to the neon-lit evenings of Tokyo, each place has left an indelible mark on the canvas of my existence. Amidst the ebb and flow of daily routines and unexpected surprises, I've come to realize that life's beauty lies in the small, poignant moments—the laughter shared with newfound friends, the quiet introspection under the sakura blossoms, and the resilience discovered in facing challenges head-on.

In this constant dance between tradition and modernity, between the echoes of my past and the possibilities of the future, I am reminded that life is not a destination but a perpetual voyage. And so, armed with an open heart and a thirst for discovery, I welcome each new day as a chance to add more strokes to the canvas, sculpting a life that is rich, meaningful, and uniquely my own. So, before singing off the line say like this - “It’s a beautiful day, Don’t let it get away, You’re on the road…” by U2. Peace ✌🏻